微凉的日子

岁末的天空，难以找寻太阳的足迹。

喜欢冷冷爽爽的天气，但却为湿嗒嗒的衣物烦恼，也因此不敢为毛公仔们洗个澡。

考试后的日子既是悠闲的日子，或许你为我感到无聊，但我却享受这样的无聊。

只有睡和吃的日子，长大后会越来越疏远我，我必须把紧这些时刻。

最近的夜晚，睡了三四个小时就会自然醒来，然后就再也睡不回去。

习惯了，我也不勉强自己用力地睡回去。就让它醒着吧。

要是碰上母亲没工作，我会黏着她出去吃个早餐，回来再睡。

对我来说，下午是一天里超级无聊的时刻，所以用这段时刻来睡觉是最适合不过的了。

午觉醒来，饱满的感觉，是很满足的。

时间跟着我慢慢走的感觉，是超棒的！

新年快到，新年快乐！

X'mas eve @Times Square+Sg.Wang+Pavilion

Countdown for christmas at Pavilion. Really had a fun time with friends. :)

First time to be there with you all. We sprayed each other no matter who you are.

Sometimes i really enjoy craziness but don't too crazy, it's ok.

My legs were going to be broken! We walked a very very very long distance...

Shopping in Times Square and Sg.Wang.(tired enough for walking so long) Then walked from TS to Sg.wang, then walked again from sg.wang to ts(toilet in sg.wang all closed after dinner=.=, we went to ts just for toilet!!)...

Cars and people all around the street, so crowded there. Really tired for going back to sg.wang as there's crowded along the street. After that, received call from friend asking to go Pavilion. o.o (We planned to sg.wang before.) Then went to Pavilion... People were crazy to spray on the cars and the passer-by. 

Fortunately, we all safe!

I can see that, jolly written on the faces of everyone of us during countdown.

After countdown, went for yamcha.

That's a happy night with friends.

dinner @ T-bowl concept restaurant. :)

Merry X'mas and happy new year!!!

Dongzhi

Yesterday was winter solstice festival. That's a festival for reunion but since it's not a public holiday so i think many of you didn't gather for reunion. Right? 

Early in the morning, about 4am, i woke up from sleep already. o.o

I tried to sleep back but failed.=.= Hmm.. maybe i'm too excited for this festival?

I can't sleep too long these days, will automatically wake after sleeping for 4 or 5 hours.

Open laptop and waiting the time to pass.

Mum also woke up so early yesterday. Then i went out of my room and told her... "Mum, I'm hungry." =.=

Lol... Then we went for breakfast. 

After breakfast, started to make tangyuan! Tell you what, every year when my sis is at home, i'll ask them to wake me up to make tangyuan together, but hor nobody wake me up de..=.= I even have no chance to touch the glutinous rice. Everything is done after woke up!

Besides that, also help mum to prepare for the prayer. @@ It's so complicated for the prayer.

God bless my family.

I enjoyed my time. :)

Christmas is just around the corner!

Merry X'mas!

Hohohohohoho~

我在假期中

前两天，终于把房间的每一个角落都收拾好了。

现在就是等新年来临的时候啦～

最近依然睡到中午才起床，

原因无它，就是晚上睡不着。

其实不是很想错过早晨这美好时光，

但我没办法啊～无奈。

星期日早晨，特地吩咐母亲叫我起床去吃早餐（好久没吃板面了XD）。

早晨，总是美好的。

早晨，好久不见。

久违的阳光，今天终于放晴啦！

耶耶～

毕业了，不久后就得离家，想借着这机会多点陪伴母亲。

还记得当年申请matrik失败，她说了一句：

“申请不到就读中六啦，陪我多一年半。”

或许她忘了，但我特别记得这一句。

Lost

 

I lost my world.

I lost my soul.

I lost my way.

 End.

again....

after dinner

Attended to friend's wedding dinner again.

Very happy to have you all.

Sorry, I kept silent all the time as I felt tired since I slept few hours that day.

LOL.. You all grow up already, no more soft drinks but BEER...

I'm still a child. :)

Hahaha...

See next time who get marry, surely I will drink......a bit. :D

Happy wedding, SiewKuan.

clean-up

Just clean up my bookcase. Haha. I'm using  part of it to store the books above.
Shinchan, my love. But i still can't collect all the episodes...
This is the first part of the preparation of new year~ Yahooooo~ Continue to clean it up (my room) tomorrow!

相信很多人和我一样曾经疯狂地买某某漫画。啊，其实我也没有很疯狂，因为我没本钱去疯。>.<
哈～收拾书橱又再一次让我回到过去。

中六：我又毕业了。

想为这一年写点东西。记忆碎片漂浮在脑海，不整齐，很乱，所以想到什么就写什么吧。

两年后，我又毕业了，彻底地能够摆脱制服。这种心情并没有两年前的那样兴奋，总觉得少了些什么。

由不想升中六到最后完成中六，说实在的，我真的是在混日子，我已经迷失了自己，但那种迷失的感觉，麻痹了。

庆幸，我遇上一班不错的同学。班上剩下仅仅十个学生（大家都转系了），大家关系还算不错。我想这是少学生的好处吧，关系都比较好。我是个慢热、被动的人，班上的同学各自都有之前同校的同学陪伴，只有我，来自别的学校，跟他们完全不认识。开始的几个月，真的很难过，我也不知自己怎么渡过的了。想过转校，但最终还是决定留下。只记得那时候持着过一天，算一天的心态去混日子。每当独自上生物课，我就觉得寂寞，我怎么会那样倒霉。浑浑噩噩，就这样过了第一年中六生活。

不知什么时候开始，也不知过程是怎样，与班上同学渐渐熟络起来。然后算是开心地完成第二年中六生活。相处之间，我学会了豁达，少执着，少计较。原来快乐是无所不在，只是看你用什么心态去看待这世界。世界不复杂，复杂的是人类。问题出现时，我们要做的是如何解决问题，而不是在埋怨，在生气。

我用一年半时间上了很宝贵的一课。

Thank you.

Hooooooolidaysssssssssss

Wahahahahaha!!! Finally, it's OVER! Yea, STPM is finally over...

My long holidays begin today!

Say goodbye to my uniform, my tie, my shoes...and everything related with FORM 6!

AND, also smk clifford.

I'm looking forward to my new life,

X'mas, new year, CNY......

hehe...

sounds interesting~~~

Wish all the stpm candidates happy holidays!

Insomnia :(

I din't sleep well, and I suffered from insomnia again.

The worst is, I even can't sleep in the afternoon! What the hell...

I'm weary of this. I don't want this type of lifestyle... How could be back to my normal lifestyle?

Weariness makes me couldn't concentrate on my study, I still have 1paper on the coming Tuesday!

I'm dizzy when i looking at the words!

Arghhhh!

Going to be crazy!

继续拼

转眼，2011年即将结束，意味着中六的生涯也快画下句点。

对毕业后的日子既期待又兴奋，虽然这种期待远远不及中五毕业的时候。

一年半在Clifford混的日子，说实在的，真的是在混日子。

在新的环境，每天远距离来回，是真的有点累。

现在却有点矛盾了，怕以后我会怀念这样累的日子。

好久没见的朋友，开始想念你们了。我们都遇不上同样的时间考试。

还剩下一张试卷，要继续加油！拼吧！

Good luck!

It's gonna end...

Finally, it is gonna end, left 1 paper on next week.
I think many candidates now are on the relaxing mood. Aha, yea, I'm!
Toughest time had been gone. However, PA paper 1 is on the coming Tuesday, I need to concentrate on this paper since paper 2 was done in a mess. @@
Started to "clean and clear" my room and books. My room never seem tidy during my school time. Once I tidy up, it will be messy again in a short time. =.= Thanks to mum, she always helps me to clean my room when I schooling. I'm ashamed of this.
I like to scatter the books on the floor rather than put them in the shelves. Haha. Because my shelves are not enough to place them......
End of year, also, end of my form 6 life. New chapter of life is waiting for me, I looking forward to it. New challenge also standing there for me!! Huhu~ sounds good... I hope that my long holidays will be a meaningful journey. :)

This is my uniform which i started to wear it since form 1. Still in good condition.

Gonna say byebye to it. I stored it in my wardrobe already. hee.

Tell you guys, I just found this book in my shelves! Oh, how come i just found this after exam?!

I never notice its existence in this world. =.=

Wish me the best of luck!

夜间随便写写

凌晨时分，慵懒的心情。
刚睡了一下，然后收拾一下书本考卷，发现这一年半来用纸量很大。
看着抄下的作文，嗯。。。其实有什么意义？我也忘了曾抄过什么了。
今天考了数学Paper 1, 剩下2张，祈祷好运降临。
现在心情很平静，四周寂静。摆在桌上的数学笔记有好几个小时了，我却只翻了一课。
我喜欢这样的氛围，静静的，等到黎明破晓。

剩下的2张考卷，好好读吧，尽力就好，对得起自己就好。

我知道我离梦想的距离越来越远了。

Memories

Browsing the photos in my phone during these sleepless nights.

Time flies, people changed.

*Just randomly chose the photos since there is too many to be chosen*

I realize that, we used to take photos during our secondary school time.

I'm happy about that. Whenever i suffer by insomnia, these photos and memories always by my side.

Friends, i have never forgotten yous.

These photos will be my reminder.

周蕙 A-lin

继陈绮贞后，想要写写周蕙与A-lin这两位实力派女歌手。
这两位都是我很喜欢的女歌手，她们不如蔡依林、张惠妹般红，但她们的歌与歌声绝不比蔡依林、张惠妹逊色。

听听吧。

陈绮贞

最近心烦时，有了一个习惯，听一遍陈绮贞的歌。
她的声音让人听了很舒服，心境自然会平静许多。
她的文字，简单既优美，这样的曲，这样的词，这样的声音，简直就是一个微妙的组合。
去听听吧，或许你会爱上她。

Thanks

LOL.. Long time din't pose V..

Attended to schoolmate, PohLing's wedding dinner on 30/10/2011.

Felt so carefree together with the old friends.

We studied, we quarreled, we laughed, we gossip...

TOGETHER...

That's a memorable and unforgettable time to be with you guys.

Since graduated from the secondary school, the time we meet each other becoming less and less,

even we can only meet during CNY.

For some of you, we met everyday when we were in primary school.

Then, we could only meet during certain period(e.g: Bahasa Cina) when we were in secondary school since we were not in the same class.

And, the days after graduated, we can only meet few times in 1 year...

The time we can meet getting 

LESS

and

LESS.

However,

thanks to be a good actor in my stage of life!

下雨天

下雨了

我竟出奇地想找耳機塞着耳朵

很吵

曾經多麼喜歡下大雨的聲音

讓雨聲覆蓋宇宙

吵雜的聲音都拒於耳外

現在卻覺得它    有點吵

下雨了

我望著靜靜落下的雨

原來我不是討厭雨了

而是

我喜歡靜悄悄的它

Song Sharing

These days, I keep listen to some songs repeatedly.
They slowly melt and soften my soul, my mind.
Here is one of them.
English version of 《小情歌》, Walk The Road of Love, by Ana Terra Blanco

I can not explain the way I feel for you
That is because you don't know what you did
How could you come that day into my life like that
Please walk the road of my love now
I like to walk around the fields alone
To keep alive the thoughts of you
No one that all could do that things you did you know
Now is so true I love you
Tell me now how could you come into my life not to stay
And I wont let you go you have the key to my heart now
And I'll wait for the moment to walk the road of love
How could you come into my life not to stay
And I wont let you go you have the key to my heart now
And I'll wait for the moment to walk the road of love
I like to walk around the fields alone
To keep alive the thoughts of you
No one that all could do that things you did you know
Now is so true I love you
Tell me now how could you come into my life not to stay
And I wont let you go you have the key to my heart now
And I'll wait for the moment to walk the road of love
How could you come into my life not to stay
And I wont let you go you have the key to my heart now
And I'll wait for the moment to walk the road of love

......

心下起大雨

没人为我撑伞

问号刻在手心

游戏结束

我累了

我输了

我颓了

我骗我自己

会过去的

过去了就不痛了

不需要谁填补心中那一块

请滚开

。转。

一朵云能载多少思念的寄托
再忽然相遇街头
当我们擦身而过
那短短一秒钟
都明白什么都变了

一转身谁能把感慨抛在脑后
在事过境迁以后
这段情就算曾经
刻骨且铭心过
过去了又改变什么
地球它又公转几周了
浓情爱恋都已陌生了嗯～

我不难过了
甚至真心希望你能幸福
当我了解
你只活在记忆里头
我不恨你了
甚至原谅你的残酷理由
当我了解不爱了
连回忆都是负荷

我不难过了
甚至真心希望你能幸福
当我了解
你只活在记忆里头
我不恨你了
甚至感谢这样不期而遇
当我从你眼中发现我已是陌生人了
我已是陌生人了

怎样

感觉有点难受

但又能怎样

回忆在播放

不舍

但又能怎样

你怎么了

把自己躲去哪里了

距离好远好远了

你在哪儿

给我个电话   告诉我

好吗

我快疯了

手脚突然间想停下来

无力感

停下手头上所有工作

觉得好累

被某些人弄疯了

不到限期不吩咐我把某些工作完成

一时间我应付不来这突发其来的庞大工作量

我的时间表都被打乱了

我的情绪被扰乱了

乱了！

时间太少，要做的太多

本想省口气赶快把工作做完

我发觉我不能

疑问

为什么某些人可以那么不负责任

别人都把所有都完成了，只有你

你只会用嘴讲，你最厉害就是讲

却从来不指导我

我说过，我想赶快把这所有都完成

好让以后我有多的时间专注在课业上

可是，

原来你一点也没为我着想

当别人都在为考试奋斗的时候，

只有我埋头在赶实验报告！

快疯了

我快疯了！

十月

十月，儿童节，从前期待的日子。

翻看面子书上孩子们的儿童节庆典，

那笑容，

那纯真，

只能够在他们身上诠释。

思想简单，所以容易满足，

也因此过得轻松、自在。

最怀念的，始终是童年。

那时候不认识烦恼，

也不晓得什么是现实。

只知道，只要我快乐就好。

如今，我认识了烦恼，

也知道了何谓面对现实。

儿童节快乐

天空

你有多久没抬头望那蔚蓝的天空了？

你还记得它的容貌吗？

抬头望
顶上是一片灰暗的穹苍
灰色    阴沉
是绝望    是堕落


眺望远处
是一片橘色
正等待迎接曙光的天空
那是我即将到达的地方


最近的我，爱望天。

给你的“情书”

 

致：你懂的（哈哈）

我也在想着你

:)

窗外望去

天好蓝

蓝得灰了

灰了又下起雨了

下起雨了

你说想我了

我也想你了

（哈哈哈！！xD）

你捎来的问候温暖了我的心

没想到你还记得我的牢骚

我渐渐好了

我渐渐走出黑暗

我渐渐看见曙光了

感谢你

即使只是一句话

那是精神上一个重要的支柱。

××哈哈，很像情书。××

期待

还有仅仅2个月，STPM，人生开始的一个考试，就会无声无息地到来。

开始期待那日后的生活，那未来。

我在脑海中画下了我的期待。

想要，

在悠长的假期里背起背包，

潇洒地打开脚步，

去闯世界。

想要，

尝试靠我的双手，

挣来血汗钱。

想要，

放纵自己，

别再困自己在框框里。

想要，

用尽每一秒，

不做让自己后悔的事。

想要，

寻找在每个角落的你们。

。那些话。

有些话，只能说给自己听。

那些话，渐渐变成心事。

静，都静了下来

世界静了下来

呼吸缓慢下来

世上的生物都好像跑光了

多想永远停在这一秒

悠闲过着的这一秒

听不见外边的声音

不知道外头在发生什么

幻想中建起世外桃源

永远不必面对所有残忍的事实

说个不停

突然间，心里又开始多话起来，叽叽喳喳，一直说个不停。
或许，你找到了一个你觉得属于你的方向。
我们，
总要学会怎么去习惯这一切转变。
花凋谢了，它未结束的生命将会由种子延续。
而欣赏它的人，应该放手，让它在另一个国度继续灿烂。
尽管涟漪不时泛起，我也必须习惯。

[超给丽] 说不哭 潘嘉丽

I listen this song from radio, and i like it.

Share it to u, hope that u'll like it too. :)

逝去

逝去是一种痛

痛得流不出泪

为所逝去的哀悼

我们亲手把它埋葬

祈祷有一天能重演过去

猜不透你的语言

所以放弃猜测

期待有一天

你为我剖解

你的语言

最痛的不是痛得哭泣

而是

欲哭不能

共勉之

当你觉得彷徨，请记得我。
我会默默守候在你身旁，就算一句话也不说。




当你需要鼓励，请记得我。
我会为你加油。




当你喘不过气，请记得我。
我会带你上街透透气。




当你想要诉说，请记得我。
我会做你最忠实的听众。



我们都从高点滑下了，没关系，总有一天我们会昂起头，再一次大声告诉这世界：

我做到了！