goodbye

the last day of october..
accompanied by biology books..
don't know how to settle it..
=.=
just left a sigh on it..
haiz~~
why torture myself to revise all of them?
how about just fail it?
an evil thought emerges in my mind..
><

as we growing up,
we become more and more complicated..
the way, the life, and the mind..
we are forced to face it..
no matter how u unwilling..
blotted by darkness..
i wish to see the brightness
after i settle the test----BIOLOGY~

GOODBYE.. October..

allergy

hey!! there is an allergy on my face!! =(
it's itchy and red like a tomato..==
cant do anything right now..
just wait the redness to fade..T.T
luckily i need no to go school this 2days
since it is holiday..
if not, i have 'no face to meet people'..
x.x
the face is like a monkey's patpat now..
5555555...

这样的天气 这样的我

早晨吹起微风
直通全身
唤醒身上每个细胞
感觉凉快...
绑在铁门上的旗子无规则地随风乱摆
像女孩摇摆花裙
跳起舞来
风不是很大
可是它很大幅度地在摇...
正如在对一件小事
大惊小怪
夸张作大...

午后再一次刮起微风
下起雨来
我最喜欢的天气
躲在最喜欢的角落
打着一个个方块字...

烦燥

D.I.Y

最近睡得不是很好
午觉睡得很烦燥
脑子总是无法静下来
像生活的轮子
想停 却不能
脑海充满的是零零碎碎的画面
凑不成一段故事
说不上为什么
它们使我焦虑
想耍耍脾气
却觉得好愚蠢
很想丢掉一切
放弃全部
随心所欲
走我自己的路

------考试期间。。
没心情看书。。。------

bla bla bla...

Just wanna to speak out something..

P4 season..
started from 27/10..
dizzy..@@
no mood to sit firmly and do revision..
keep playing big2 on facebook with sis
during the eve of exam.. ==


tell u what,
i just realize that i hvnt eaten rice for 2 days..
O.O
sure, i got eat something..
but no rice..
yesterday didnt take my lunch
since didnt feel hungry after back from school..
then, just drank a cup of nescafe as my dinner..
(still full after woke up from noon-sleep)
and today ate noodles as lunch..
didnt have dinner..==
im not purposely diet or what..
maybe no appetite to eat..
always lost appetite after sleeping..

2:17am now..
brain mind like a chaos..
wishing p4 will be gone as soon as possible..

take a break

累了吗？
停一停吧。
像这只蚱蜢一样
跳得累了
力气用尽了
握着篱笆
轻轻卧下
静静欣赏悦目的四周

=)

你也可以如此轻松
。。。

feeling tired?
stop running for a while
just like this grasshopper
take a break
to reinvigorate your energy...

就是这么简单

一缕阳光穿过树梢
投射在雾霭中的露珠
纯净而亮
没有多余成分
洁净如甫出娘胎的婴儿

就是这么简单
你的笑声没有隐藏秘密
单纯由心而笑
你的话中没有带话
直率而不带刺

就是这么简单
思绪没被混乱
活在和平的国度
不耍心机
不做太多动作

简简单单
思想 生活
一切的一切
所有的所有

Berita Harian Online | Bajet realistik berdasarkan kemampuan kewangan kerajaan

Berita Harian Online | Bajet realistik berdasarkan kemampuan kewangan kerajaan

‘Bonuses will cost RM3.1 billion’

‘Bonuses will cost RM3.1 billion’


‘Bonuses will cost RM3.1 billion’
2010/10/16




KUALA LUMPUR: Prime Minister Datuk Seri Najib Tun Razak said today the government could not pay a month's bonus to the 1.2 million civil servants in Budget 2011 because it incurred a huge expenditure, of RM3.1 billion.

As such, he said, the special financial assistance of RM500 for each civil servant was appropriate.

Najib, who is also the finance minister, said many quarters had lobbied to him to announce a month's bonus to the civil servants.


"But I would like to share with you ... that a month's bonus incurs an expenditure of RM3.1 million for the government. Personally, I would want to give a bonus but as a responsible finance minister, I cannot expend more than the national revenue.

"It is for this reason that I gave RM500 as a special financial assistance to civil servants," he said when addressing the 1Malaysia gathering of teachers at the Putra Stadium in Bukit Jalil, here.

When tabling Budget 2011 in the Dewan Rakyat yesterday, Najib announced a special financial assistance of RM500 for all civil servants from Grade 54 and below as well as contract officers and retirees. The payment will be made in December this year.


The prime minister said the aid could help civil servants cope with schooling expenses for their children at the end of the year. - Bernama


Read more: ‘Bonuses will cost RM3.1 billion’ http://www.nst.com.my/nst/articles/2010101616132520101016161325/Article/#ixzz12XTRXeKQ

Berita Harian Online | Penjawat awam dapat pelbagai insentif menarik

Berita Harian Online | Penjawat awam dapat pelbagai insentif menarik

回忆

i just found these bio exercises..O.O
never done...= =

add math juj

打翻时间囊
我回到过去
抹去尘埃
让回忆变得犹新
一张纸
承载无数回忆
笑了
我为那段回忆笑了
我看到的都是
你的笑容
我收藏的都是
你的笑容
哭了 然后又笑了
我只是为感动而哭
重新整理过去
谢谢你陪伴的每一个日子


just tidy up my room..
lol..
i found that i still have stored many spm practice..==
add math is the most among them..
many juj papers of add math..
finding a way to deal with them
since my bookcase is too small to keep them..
after tidying up,
my room seems larger than before..xD
as i always scatter my books on the floor..
><>
the books are now tidily arranged in the bookcase..
but i believe that
some time later they will be scattered on the floor again..
==
however i still hoping that it won't happen on them..
just hoping..

这就是有guts!

今天从L小姐身上学到了什么是
坚持自己的原则！
不是自己的错是不必俯身
say sorry 的！
即使别人死叫你道歉。。
我欣赏，
这就是有guts!
他的地位高过你又如何，
不能凭这点而判断你就是错的。

打死都不道歉！
good!!

为什么都是学生的错？
为什么都要学生道歉？
耍性子，
呸~
滚远远~~~
去去去~~~

MUET speaking test

1minute...
2minutes...
10minutes...
and finally all was over...
yeah~~!!!
muet speaking test was over!
stress and scare were relieved
when the examiner said:" Time's up!"
im lucky as the question is quite easy..
but..
im not doing well in this part
since im not a good speaker..
however i do not feeling unhappy or worry
about this because all is gone and i know what
standard am i..
just feeling relaxed after all this..=)
hoooo~~~~~

our question today:
who can motivate a person to study?
a) individual him/herself
b)family members
c)teachers/lecturers
d)friends
i as the candidate D..


listening, reading and writing papers
will be taken next month,
that is 13rd november..

只想

想 跑向一片草原
用香草味洗淨我的心靈
躺在無際的大地
靜靜地
聼風訴説它的故事
“我只想微微吹向東方，
繞地球一周，回到原點，
並不想成爲狂風。”

雲朵遮蓋了月兒
“我只想輕輕飄浮，
飄去我要去的地方，
並不想與它們相撞。”

星星眨了眨眼睛
保持沉默
草兒絮説
“我只想有基本生存條件，
並不想競爭太多，
去得到不屬於我的東西。”

靜靜地
聼
我只想要簡單生活
並不想
複雜化太多東西

不知道为什么

不知道为什么，

很想搞自闭。

不知道为什么，
心好黑。

不知道为什么，
不想说话。

不知道为什么，
有一大堆挫败感。

不知道为什么，
远离人群。

不知道为什么，
很想喊。

不知道为什么，
很低落。

不知道为什么，
总觉得不顺心。

不知道为什么，
思想变得越来越悲观。

不知道为什么，
只想睡觉。

随笔:忆起童年

呼~呼~呼~
这两天的心情只有累可以形容。。
昨天学校的中6生有个annual dinner...
蛮无聊的..==
全场只有斋坐的份..
没有心情吃东西..
或许是肚子还在几分饱的状态中的关系...
等大伙儿吃完,
便到学校附近的pahang club yamcha..
点了个椰子喝~
清凉~~
椰子,勾起了我对椰园的思念..

(椰园---我渡过童年的地方)
羽球场是否还有小孩奔跑?
是否还有"闪电"存在?
羽球场旁的红毛丹树结了几次果?
叶又落了几片?
小溪是否依旧清澈?
或已变色?
鸟儿歌声是否依旧如昔?......

或许一切如昔,
或许一切不复存在..

童年点点滴滴,
历历在目,
我庆幸,
我能拥有如此美好的童年时光...
与大自然为伍,
与烦恼绝缘..
多么美好,满足......

第一天---10月

十月的首日，
伤口慢慢愈合。:)
首先謝謝芦荟的膠布，
再來謝謝L.C.En三三八八地帮我貼上，
貼到几ok啦~ xD
霉了9个月，
希望10月给我带来好的开始，
好的结束。
小记：今天的PA课，在纸上涂鸦2节。。。

------明天又补课，懒懒的心情~

------班上的Chong.F.P 停留在9月31日。==

给自己的空间加上了一些颜色，
不再只有我坚持的黑色。
是没有太大的改变，
但总算不那么死板。
改变， 想要让它 更好。
今天的午睡被雷声干扰，
雷打得好响，
好恐怖，
感觉天快要垮塌下来。
听在耳里，
怕在心里，
害怕它一个不小心打在我家。
于是，我也不知自己担心什么似的，
走出房外，在客厅继续“午眠”。
或许，应该，也许。。。
那斗室给不到我要的安全感。
虽然我爱躲在那角落，
但它始终只是一个给我
逃避的角落。

雨下了好久，
嘀嗒不停，
独自留在自己的世界里，
我喜欢这样。
有我爱的天气，
有我爱的自由，
仿佛有了全世界。

悠闲与自由，
我向往的国度。
明天会更好~~~