沉默·友情

友情

总以为没有爱情复杂

原以为简简单单就能天长地久

原来

一碰就碎

倔强把距离拉远了

沉默代替了笑声

然后代替了友情

承诺是什么

是一时兴起的话题

承诺没有了任何意义

没有了

就

没有了

沉默

成了友情杀手

有了沉默

就没了情

不管友情、爱情、亲情

请小心呵护

公平

某某情况下

有人说：

“这样不公平啦，那我们怎样？”

公平？

这世界本来就不公平。

你想要我的公平？自己做出牺牲吧!

你还在相信公平吗？

有的人天天山珍海味；

有的人过着挨饿的日子。

有的人一生很幸运地过去；

有的人苦了一辈子，却没得到什么。

有的人很容易快乐；

有的人成天愁眉苦脸。

有的人说好人人平等，

有福我们平均分享，

最后看不到平均在哪里。

当

天秤摆了一些杂质，是斜一边的。

[story sharing]My mom only had one eye

This is a touching story... I read it few years ago and i like it so much.

My mom only had one eye. I hated her… She was such an embarrassment. She cooked for students and teachers to support the family.

There was this one day during elementary school where my mom came to say hello to me. I was so embarrassed.

How could she do this to me? I ignored her, threw her a hateful look and ran out. The next day at school one of my classmates said, ‘EEEE, your mom only has one eye!’

I wanted to bury myself. I also wanted my mom to just disappear. I confronted her that day and said, ‘ If you’re only gonna make me a laughing stock, why don’t you just die?’

My mom did not respond… I didn’t even stop to think for a second about what I had said, because I was full of anger. I was oblivious to her feelings.

I wanted out of that house, and have nothing to do with her. So I studied real hard, got a chance to go abroad to study.

Then, I got married. I bought a house of my own. I had kids of my own. I was happy with my life, my kids and the comforts. Then one day, my Mother came to visit me. She hadn’t seen me in years and she didn’t even meet her grandchildren.

When she stood by the door, my children laughed at her, and I yelled at her for coming over uninvited. I screamed at her, ‘How dare you come to my house and scare my children!’ GET OUT OF HERE! NOW!!!’

And to this, my mother quietly answered, ‘Oh, I’m so sorry. I may have gotten the wrong address,’ and she disappeared out of sight.

One day, a letter regarding a school reunion came to my house. So I lied to my wife that I was going on a business trip. After the reunion, I went to the old shack just out of curiosity.

My neighbors said that she died. I did not shed a single tear. They handed me a letter that she had wanted me to have.

‘My dearest son,

I think of you all the time. I’m sorry that I came to your house and scared your children.

I was so glad when I heard you were coming for the reunion. But I may not be able to even get out of bed to see you. I’m sorry that I was a constant embarrassment to you when you were growing up.

You see……..when you were very little, you got into an accident, and lost your eye. As a mother, I couldn’t stand watching you having to grow up with one eye. So I gave you mine.

I was so proud of my son who was seeing a whole new world for me, in my place, with that eye.

With all my love to you,

Your mother.’

**shared

逃离

情绪持续低落中，有种想逃的感觉。
不晓得是真的不知道是什么原因，还是根本不想面对。
 人们总爱说，简单就好。
事实上，很多事情都不是那么简单。
当我努力把所有的事情变得简单，却已不简单。
再一次我像无助、迷失的孩子，在人群中哭泣，却没有人看见我的眼泪。
或许，是我，是我把眼泪隐藏得很好。
外头的彩色围绕黑色的我，努力冲破那紧紧缠绕的圈子。


需要时间，一天或两天，沉淀自己，把黑色素都沉淀。




ks.

疲惫·逃离

感觉疲惫

把脚步停下

不想再继续

空白

留下空白

不晓得

自己在干什么

不晓得

在为什么

笑声瞬间停顿

然后再不晓得怎么笑

已经忘了

最初的承诺

我躺在途中

路人看了看

笑了笑

然后继续旅途

寻找一个避风港

却怎么也找不及